Finally...

haha...
long time never log in liao...
just went and see what class am i in next year...
shit...
dropped to harmoni liao...
can't let mom know....
she will kill me...
sis also scold like anything liao...
so don't need to say lar...
my mom worse...
never thought before...
thought can stay back in dedikasi...
but some who is worse than me never drop...
so 'bu shuang'...
but a lot of people drop...
70 something also go harmoni...
what is this...
why those people results so good wan??
but then never mind lar...
also cannot change liao...
go then go lar...
wont have stress also...
haha...

haha...

nowadays lagi xian...
no one to chat...
some go to work...
every time nothing to do...
at last i only eat and sleep...
i think i fat liao...
some more thought want to lose weight...
but then...
haizz..

my birthday coming liao...
23rd of december...
i asked some of my friend to go to the nearest kfc from our school....
at 12pm...
on my birthday lar...
i think i missed some of my friends...
so...
sorry lar...
i can't remember to invite you...
erm...
can come wan then come lar...
cannot come never mind lar...

气死我了！！！

最近一直很生气
又没什么出门
真的是啦
闷在心里好辛苦噢
不过
说真的
我也不懂我在生气什么
只知道我脾气暴躁了很多
或许是因为
没有人肯听我发泄心情吧
只能够收在心里
唉
我觉得我就快要疯了

说真的
我只想要找个人来发泄

最近
朋友一直问我
我会不会另交男友
我只能说
等到我找到了一个
跟锦源一样体贴的人
我才会再考虑

不过
到现在为止
是没有啦
因为锦源连我吃的东西他都要管
尤其是我病的时候
能做到这种程度
我还蛮佩服他的
但是
人不在了
就算了

又开心又伤心

耶！
考完试咯！！
开心咧！！
放学淋雨回家，因为感觉很爽。
但是
一回到家就立刻病了
真是的
好辛苦噢！
后悔去淋雨了啦！！
5555
可怜啊！！

唉...烦啊！！

最近怎么这样烦啊！！
考试来临了，还要想某人。
唉...
真苦命啊！！
最近一直在看回我和锦源的合照。
总是会想起他。
或许是我没用。
到现在都还忘不了他。

唉...
看来这次的考试应该会考差。
虽然我有读书，但是我还是很想念他
T.T

唉...
我想我会跌班吧！
我班的人都是变态的。
哈哈哈哈！！
看了这篇文章的（我班的啦）千万不要生气噢。
哈哈哈哈！！

锦源走了

锦源于24-10-2009中午两点多与世长辞
我无法接受这个事实
哭过了
一次又一次
完全没停过
但当我去看他时
眼泪流干了
看着他
我只会发呆

锦源
我在这里祝福你
一路好走
我们约定
来世再见

wow!!

yesterday i went to my cousin's house...
her house was so.....NICE!!
man she is damn rich...
she live at the corner lot and have a garden...
and the garden have 4 speakers!!
i wish i was as rich as her...
haha...
but i should not think like that...
we should be happy with what we have...
but...
ya...
i am actually jealous...
haha...
haizz.....

发泄ing

唉
最近我开始知道被人家背叛的感觉
这是第一次
所以印象会超深刻

没想到
我一直深信我身边的人
尤其是我认识的人

但是为什么
我还是会被人家背叛
我到底做错了什么
你们非降对我不可吗
是因为我笨吗

呵呵
对
我就是笨
不然我就不会被你们伤害到了
唉
命苦啊

真希望我永远都没有遇见你们
降我反而会更好过

不过
怎样都好
我们已经是陌生人了
在这里谢谢你们给我一个很好的教训

谢谢

pmr...

most of my friends are sitting pmr this year...
i think they will do well...
because they are actually quite hardworking and care about their studies...
i feel very stress everytime when i need to sit exam...
it is all my sister's fault...
haha...
no lar...
joking only...
but then seriously...
i really feel stress...
my mom wants me to get straight A's...
i only got 6A's for UPSR...
and my mom was not happy with my results...
haizz...
but i think i can't get A for chinese,kh,sejarah and malay...
although i got A for my sejarah...
haizz...
all my form three friends...
gambateh lar...
only a few more days and you all are free...
haha...

nice songs

i found that 'heart breaker' by G-DRAGON is nice
he is so coooooollll in the mv...
and i think 'sorry sorry' by super junior is nice too...
and also 'red bean' by 'fang da tong'(read it in chinese)
i strongly recomend you all to listen and see these mv...

开学的生活

开学了
最近我才发觉到
原来学校的生活是很无聊的
到了学校就跟朋友们聊天
但是当老师没进班时
我就厉害咯
哈哈哈哈
我会睡觉
真是个不错的娱乐啊
有时候
我班的八公八婆们会吵到我睡不着
那时我就会觉得家里很好
可以一觉到天亮
哈哈
没得怪
谁叫我是猪呢
只会吃睡
哈哈
果然是名副其实啊
哈哈哈哈

被忘掉的我

星期三，我找了我喜欢的男生聊天
他回了我，但也伤害了我
他问我是谁
我曾经和他聊天过
我当然知道他不喜欢我
但他也没必要把我忘得一干二净吧
之后我想算了
我叫他忘了那个号码
我想我应该忘不了他吧
从今以后，我们还是做会普通朋友好了
我不会再找他了
最多我也只会远远的看他
我希望我身边的朋友能帮我
还有我干姐干哥们
祝福我吧。
希望我喜欢的人会和他喜欢的人在一起
祝福他。

my live

haizz...
today also very xian...
eat then sleep...
sleep then eat...
haha...
but got study lar...
and of course got read story boo...
if not i will be damn fat tomorow if i continue sleeping and eating like that...
haha...
somemore tomorow got tuition from 8 to 3...
so xian...
need to see all those papers...
why is studying so boring...
if it is as fun as playing a game...
i think i would love studying...
but...
i know that this won't come true...
ithink i need to go to sleep and keep dreaming...
and get fat...
haha...

haizz... poor me...

Yesterday I went to The Curve,Ikano and Ikea....
I only bought Famous Amos cookies there...
Then I went to eat Uncle Lims...
I was damn tired...
I didn't really see how long I've been there...
But I think I was there for about one hour...
Haizz...
And yesterday when I on my msn...
Shit...
I can't chat...
I think my computer have problem already...
So..
I went to sleep...
Haha...
I think Shi Rui and Jing Yee are angry with me...
Ooi...
The message I sent to you all yesterday is fake one lar...
Don't angry lar..
I also let other people play leh!!

haha...got blog liao...

Hahahaha....
got blog liao....
haizz....
nowadays very xian...
no one to talk...
haizz...
pity me...
want to exam liao...
another three more weeks...
wish all my friends will do well in this exam...
wish all form three students will do well in their pmr exeminations...
god bless you all....
haha...
and i think i will tell my friends about this...
if not...
they will surely kill me...
haha....
lame...
haizz....
i think i will continue my `xian, live