long time~

it's been a long time since i last update this blog...
sorry..
i have been busy these days..
jyp's audition is coming up so my leader asked me to practise...
no matter how..
still sorry for not updating this blog...
finished pmr,but i feel that it's better before the exam..
now i'm damn boring...

addicted again...

U-kiss did their comeback stage..
It was like...WOW!!
So hot!!
Dong Ho became more matured...
Cool boy...
XP

Junne lent me some show...
Including 'Takumi-kun Series'...
damn nice...

Nowadays got so many nice songs:
1-Lucifer,SHINee
2-Love Ya-SS501
3-Shut Up-U-kiss
4-Before Yesterday-U-kiss
5-Hello-SHINee
6-Crazy For You-SS501
7-Clap-Teen Top
8-Round 1-Dalmation
9-White Tears-Eru

unbelievable!!

today hari kantin...
i nothing to do,so go help jia xin lor...
but then i was surprised...
rong bin knows how to cook!!
most of the things we sell also he cook wan!!
wow!!
at last we got rm806...
not bad lor...
haha

long long time...

long time never update jor...
feeling ok...
still alive...
hahax..
but then get scolding because of results...
only got 3A's...
mom not happy...
got to work harder jor...

SHUANG!!

Today just went and see Khailil's concert at Genting...
He is so cute!!
He is also talented...
But then he is not handsome,it's the truth...
The concert was started by Chen Shi An...
Then he only come out...
At first it was damn boring...
He never sing his own song...
But after that it was ok...
He sang Micheal Jackson's song too!!
His English is ok lor...
But it is considered as very good because Hong Kong people don't speak English that well!!
It was good!!
Haha!!
Wish I can go again lor!! ^-^

Ah!!!

U-kiss is sooooooooooo hot!!
Haha...
like them very much...
just sign up to become a fan..
I like Ki Bum very much!!
Dong Ho is also cute...
And Dong Ho is only 16 this year!!
So young...


I think I'm addicted...
Haha...
Next wednesday exam jor lor...
everybody jia you lar...
best wishes to all of you...

haizz...

LOVE...
So complicated...
Looking at my friends...
Breaking up...
Haizz...
I have nothing to say...
Maybe we are still too young to be in love...
Still don't know how to control our emotion...
I can do nothing...
What I can do is to be with them...
Until they don't feel sad...
Just forget it..


To:S.C,L.P,J.S,P.J...
Just forget about your ex-partner...
A friend is always a friend...

exam ends...

haha!!
exam finish jor...
dunno how are my results leh??
i got study this time...
haha...
wish everyone can get good results lar...

long time never update jor...
today actually wan help kim guan clean his grave wan...
but then sick jor...
mom dun let me go...
very sad...
long time never see him...
miss him...

i pak tor jor...
but then dun ask me who he is..
only a few people know...
but then i nevr forget kim guan lar...
and i say first ar...
i am NOT PLAY GIRL...

haizz...
exam coming again...
oh my god...
sad...
got so many exams...
look at the book oso feel like sleeping...
haizz...
gambateh ar...
to all my frenzz....

haha...

yes!!!!
exam finally finish liao...
damn happy...


haizz...
only answered 33 questions correctly in science...
not happy with this results...
study quite hard this time...
highest mark is 35...
sobs...
why isn't it me??


some one actually told me he likes me...
erm...
i have not answer him yet...
but then...
i can't bear to be together with some one i don't like...
so...
erm...
to that guy lar...
sorry...
wish you can find some one better than me lar...

clubs...

today...
haizz...
xian...
enter seni club...
got 'perjumpaan' twice a week...
shit...
early know don't enter...
also no time to study liao...
some more intervensi 1 is coming o...
oh my god!!
i feel like dying...
what is this??
so many exams o...
no time to play...
only can play computer an hour a day...
other time use to study...
mathematics is killing me...
always confuse...
but then...
luckily intervensi 1 only got form 1 and form 2 questions...
don't need to care about form 3's one...
haha...

own feling...

school reopen liao...
hahax...
feel better in harmoni...
at least there is no stress!!
teacher are quite nice...
at least they are not fierce...
hahax...
wish that my english can let pn.rita teach...
like her...
hahax...
got people laugh me...
say my english so good...
which teacher also will 'sayang' me o...
but...
that is not the problem!!
i like that teacher ok??
not that teacher like me...
i just like pn.rita's teaching...


not only that lor...
some people laugh that i drop class o...
isn't it quite common...
why cannot drop class wan meh??
laugh what laugh...
hmph...


i aim to get 8 A's for PMR this year...
but i don't think i can do it lor...
but then...
gambateh lor...
anyway my family want me to get straight A's...
if i don't get straight A's....
i think they will kill me!!
haizz...
wish myself good luck lar...
hahax...

Finally...

haha...
long time never log in liao...
just went and see what class am i in next year...
shit...
dropped to harmoni liao...
can't let mom know....
she will kill me...
sis also scold like anything liao...
so don't need to say lar...
my mom worse...
never thought before...
thought can stay back in dedikasi...
but some who is worse than me never drop...
so 'bu shuang'...
but a lot of people drop...
70 something also go harmoni...
what is this...
why those people results so good wan??
but then never mind lar...
also cannot change liao...
go then go lar...
wont have stress also...
haha...

haha...

nowadays lagi xian...
no one to chat...
some go to work...
every time nothing to do...
at last i only eat and sleep...
i think i fat liao...
some more thought want to lose weight...
but then...
haizz..

my birthday coming liao...
23rd of december...
i asked some of my friend to go to the nearest kfc from our school....
at 12pm...
on my birthday lar...
i think i missed some of my friends...
so...
sorry lar...
i can't remember to invite you...
erm...
can come wan then come lar...
cannot come never mind lar...

气死我了！！！

最近一直很生气
又没什么出门
真的是啦
闷在心里好辛苦噢
不过
说真的
我也不懂我在生气什么
只知道我脾气暴躁了很多
或许是因为
没有人肯听我发泄心情吧
只能够收在心里
唉
我觉得我就快要疯了

说真的
我只想要找个人来发泄

最近
朋友一直问我
我会不会另交男友
我只能说
等到我找到了一个
跟锦源一样体贴的人
我才会再考虑

不过
到现在为止
是没有啦
因为锦源连我吃的东西他都要管
尤其是我病的时候
能做到这种程度
我还蛮佩服他的
但是
人不在了
就算了

又开心又伤心

耶！
考完试咯！！
开心咧！！
放学淋雨回家，因为感觉很爽。
但是
一回到家就立刻病了
真是的
好辛苦噢！
后悔去淋雨了啦！！
5555
可怜啊！！

唉...烦啊！！

最近怎么这样烦啊！！
考试来临了，还要想某人。
唉...
真苦命啊！！
最近一直在看回我和锦源的合照。
总是会想起他。
或许是我没用。
到现在都还忘不了他。

唉...
看来这次的考试应该会考差。
虽然我有读书，但是我还是很想念他
T.T

唉...
我想我会跌班吧！
我班的人都是变态的。
哈哈哈哈！！
看了这篇文章的（我班的啦）千万不要生气噢。
哈哈哈哈！！

锦源走了

锦源于24-10-2009中午两点多与世长辞
我无法接受这个事实
哭过了
一次又一次
完全没停过
但当我去看他时
眼泪流干了
看着他
我只会发呆

锦源
我在这里祝福你
一路好走
我们约定
来世再见

wow!!

yesterday i went to my cousin's house...
her house was so.....NICE!!
man she is damn rich...
she live at the corner lot and have a garden...
and the garden have 4 speakers!!
i wish i was as rich as her...
haha...
but i should not think like that...
we should be happy with what we have...
but...
ya...
i am actually jealous...
haha...
haizz.....

发泄ing

唉
最近我开始知道被人家背叛的感觉
这是第一次
所以印象会超深刻

没想到
我一直深信我身边的人
尤其是我认识的人

但是为什么
我还是会被人家背叛
我到底做错了什么
你们非降对我不可吗
是因为我笨吗

呵呵
对
我就是笨
不然我就不会被你们伤害到了
唉
命苦啊

真希望我永远都没有遇见你们
降我反而会更好过

不过
怎样都好
我们已经是陌生人了
在这里谢谢你们给我一个很好的教训

谢谢