long time never update jor...
today actually wan help kim guan clean his grave wan...
but then sick jor...
mom dun let me go...
very sad...
long time never see him...
miss him...

i pak tor jor...
but then dun ask me who he is..
only a few people know...
but then i nevr forget kim guan lar...
and i say first ar...
i am NOT PLAY GIRL...

haizz...
exam coming again...
oh my god...
sad...
got so many exams...
look at the book oso feel like sleeping...
haizz...
gambateh ar...
to all my frenzz....

haha...

yes!!!!
exam finally finish liao...
damn happy...


haizz...
only answered 33 questions correctly in science...
not happy with this results...
study quite hard this time...
highest mark is 35...
sobs...
why isn't it me??


some one actually told me he likes me...
erm...
i have not answer him yet...
but then...
i can't bear to be together with some one i don't like...
so...
erm...
to that guy lar...
sorry...
wish you can find some one better than me lar...

clubs...

today...
haizz...
xian...
enter seni club...
got 'perjumpaan' twice a week...
shit...
early know don't enter...
also no time to study liao...
some more intervensi 1 is coming o...
oh my god!!
i feel like dying...
what is this??
so many exams o...
no time to play...
only can play computer an hour a day...
other time use to study...
mathematics is killing me...
always confuse...
but then...
luckily intervensi 1 only got form 1 and form 2 questions...
don't need to care about form 3's one...
haha...

own feling...

school reopen liao...
hahax...
feel better in harmoni...
at least there is no stress!!
teacher are quite nice...
at least they are not fierce...
hahax...
wish that my english can let pn.rita teach...
like her...
hahax...
got people laugh me...
say my english so good...
which teacher also will 'sayang' me o...
but...
that is not the problem!!
i like that teacher ok??
not that teacher like me...
i just like pn.rita's teaching...


not only that lor...
some people laugh that i drop class o...
isn't it quite common...
why cannot drop class wan meh??
laugh what laugh...
hmph...


i aim to get 8 A's for PMR this year...
but i don't think i can do it lor...
but then...
gambateh lor...
anyway my family want me to get straight A's...
if i don't get straight A's....
i think they will kill me!!
haizz...
wish myself good luck lar...
hahax...

Finally...

haha...
long time never log in liao...
just went and see what class am i in next year...
shit...
dropped to harmoni liao...
can't let mom know....
she will kill me...
sis also scold like anything liao...
so don't need to say lar...
my mom worse...
never thought before...
thought can stay back in dedikasi...
but some who is worse than me never drop...
so 'bu shuang'...
but a lot of people drop...
70 something also go harmoni...
what is this...
why those people results so good wan??
but then never mind lar...
also cannot change liao...
go then go lar...
wont have stress also...
haha...

haha...

nowadays lagi xian...
no one to chat...
some go to work...
every time nothing to do...
at last i only eat and sleep...
i think i fat liao...
some more thought want to lose weight...
but then...
haizz..

my birthday coming liao...
23rd of december...
i asked some of my friend to go to the nearest kfc from our school....
at 12pm...
on my birthday lar...
i think i missed some of my friends...
so...
sorry lar...
i can't remember to invite you...
erm...
can come wan then come lar...
cannot come never mind lar...

气死我了！！！

最近一直很生气
又没什么出门
真的是啦
闷在心里好辛苦噢
不过
说真的
我也不懂我在生气什么
只知道我脾气暴躁了很多
或许是因为
没有人肯听我发泄心情吧
只能够收在心里
唉
我觉得我就快要疯了

说真的
我只想要找个人来发泄

最近
朋友一直问我
我会不会另交男友
我只能说
等到我找到了一个
跟锦源一样体贴的人
我才会再考虑

不过
到现在为止
是没有啦
因为锦源连我吃的东西他都要管
尤其是我病的时候
能做到这种程度
我还蛮佩服他的
但是
人不在了
就算了